Looking around at schools to put my baby bear into. Omg, so excited but at the same time not, my baby is growing up too fast. 😞 Gonna make some calls tmm & figure out this school stuff for him. 😣
I feel like I just have a huge lack of motivation at this time in my life. Like, I still get some important things done but I need motivation, that extra little push, to actually begin to work towards the bigger things. Ugh 😖😔
I think I got inspired to write that long ass post about drugs becus of the documentaries & shit that I was watching about psychedelics & mj. 😂😳😌😣
My beautiful Mary Jane & Psychedelics 👀😣😳 Their are so many other names for marijuana…weed, mary jane, kush, loud, cannabis, etc. & so many different strains & I have yet to try them all. I know I’ve tried tropical, cheese, something punch, purple haze or something like that, shit you could smell from a good distance, so many man I lost count. Of course y’know I got high as shit tonight & I did about two days ago too. We stopped smoking on weekdays since me & Jimmy started working again which is a whole nother subject & we only did it on weekends but we’re slowly but surely getting back into the routine of doing it on weekdays too smh 😣 It’s an addiction which I feel like my babes might be addicted sort of but I tbh feel like I’m not, I feel like I could let it go & it ain’t no big deal, I won’t go constantly getting more & more. I feel like I only smoke cus Jimmy buys it like 95% of the time. I can’t wait to schmoke tmm cus ima go to sleep high af w my babes as well as wake up together from a night of being high as shit lol since he doesn’t work sat & sun & tmm is friday. Plus tmm we probably gonna be smokin’ w nico so it’ll be fun I guess for it to finally be another person besides just us 2. But yeah man, that mj is somethin’. Now, psychedelics, something I have never ever tried but deff something I am very curious to try. I honestly do wanna trip on a crazy hallucinogenic drug. I wanna go on a mind trip beyond the simple weed stuff. Like, it’s not something I want to maybe build a habit w or do once in a while, no. It’s simply something I wanna do before I die. I feel crazy saying that cus I’m a mother but to be quite honest, it’s not for the drug itself, I just want the crazy mind trip it gives. If their was something simple like candy that could give me a crazy mind trip like that does then I’d take the candy over the drug any day. And, as well, w psychedelics I think the only ones well that I know of are, lsd, ketamine, & dmt. Just once, I wanna try that, not to say that I did it or show it off, but for the personal experience it may give me. Drugs man drugs.
I’m too high for this man 😳🍃💨👊💢✊😏😌😣🙇